It feels like my stomach drops into an abyss everytime and I lose my appetite for hours

It feels like my stomach drops into an abyss everytime and I lose my appetite for hours

And Im Crying Fuck

Fucking Hell This Physically Hurts Me Goddamnit I Was So Stupid Not Taking Her When I Could Now She&Amp;Rsquo;S Someone Else And It&Amp;Rsquo;S Destroying Me

I Can&Amp;Rsquo;T I Can&Amp;Rsquo;T I Can&Amp;Rsquo;T I&Amp;Rsquo;M Gonna Die

It Hurts So Much

Shes Tongue Tied She Can&Amp;Rsquo;T Come To My Aid While She&Amp;Rsquo;S With Him So I&Amp;Rsquo;M Just Gonna Have To Suffer This Night Out

Fuck

I Hate Having My Fears Confirmed And She Did And It Hurts And I Want To Die She&Amp;Rsquo;S Probably Gonna Go Distant Now Probably Even Block Me

Suicidal Thoughts Please Go Away I Am To Easy To Sway Right Now

I Need Her So Badly But I&Amp;Rsquo;M Just A Bad Option For Her

Fighting To Keep Myself Calm

I Want To Yell And Scream And Punch Stuff She Means So Much To Me And Im Just A Bad Option To Her

I Have No One To Talk To About This To Get It Out Except This Stupid Blog

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