Fucking hell this physically hurts me goddamnit I was so stupid not taking her when I could now she’s someone else and it’s destroying me

Fucking hell this physically hurts me goddamnit I was so stupid not taking her when I could now she’s someone else and it’s destroying me

I Can&Amp;Rsquo;T I Can&Amp;Rsquo;T I Can&Amp;Rsquo;T I&Amp;Rsquo;M Gonna Die

It Hurts So Much

Shes Tongue Tied She Can&Amp;Rsquo;T Come To My Aid While She&Amp;Rsquo;S With Him So I&Amp;Rsquo;M Just Gonna Have To Suffer This Night Out

Fuck

I Hate Having My Fears Confirmed And She Did And It Hurts And I Want To Die She&Amp;Rsquo;S Probably Gonna Go Distant Now Probably Even Block Me

Suicidal Thoughts Please Go Away I Am To Easy To Sway Right Now

I Need Her So Badly But I&Amp;Rsquo;M Just A Bad Option For Her

Fighting To Keep Myself Calm

I Want To Yell And Scream And Punch Stuff She Means So Much To Me And Im Just A Bad Option To Her

I Have No One To Talk To About This To Get It Out Except This Stupid Blog

I Should Delete This Then She&Amp;Rsquo;D Have To Ask Me How I&Amp;Rsquo;M Doing Instead

This Is The Worst Birthday Ever

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