I’ve semi learned to manage my dysphoria but I realized how easy it was for it all to unravel today. You know what made me crack? Seeing a pregnant woman. That’s it. That’s all it took for me to break down in public. Because my body

I’ve semi learned to manage my dysphoria but I realized how easy it was for it all to unravel today. You know what made me crack? Seeing a pregnant woman. That’s it. That’s all it took for me to break down in public. Because my body

I Don&Amp;Rsquo;T Blame A Single Person For Not Seeing Me As A Woman, For Never Being Able To Love Me Because Of What I Am And How I Look, Or Even For Just Being Uncomfortable In My Presence. I&Amp;Rsquo;M A Hideous Failure Of A Transition In Process. It&Amp;Rsquo;S

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Brahms - Hungarian Dances

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Antonín Dvořák - Czech Suite, Op. 39

There Was A Moment When I Was 12 Or 13. I Were Looking At My Body In The Mirror. I Was Beautiful; Tall, Thin, Feminine. I Knew I Was Female And That I Wanted To Be A Woman. I Knew Awful Things Were Going To Happen To Me With Testosterone And Puberty.

Sometimes I Feel Terrible. I Hate How I Look, How I Sound, How I Exist. Sometimes I Think About Suicide And Cry. Sometimes I Have A Good Day And Only Cry. Most Of The Time I Just Want To Curl Up And Sleep Until Everything Goes Away.

How Is Life

Nikolaj Rimski-Korsakov - Piano Trio In C Minor

Each And Every Morning, There&Amp;Rsquo;S A Few Brief Seconds Before I Have Gained Full Consciousness And Wake Up Where I Don&Amp;Rsquo;T Really Quite Realize Who Or Where I Am. Those Are The Happiest Moments Of My Day, Then I Come To, And Begin To Remember My

When I Was A Kid My Family Thought I Was Suicidal Because I Didn&Amp;Rsquo;T Want To Grow Up. I Thought I Wanted To Die. It Was Because I Was Aware That I Had To Grow Up As A Man And That Scared Me To A Point Where I Didn&Amp;Rsquo;T Want To Live If I Had To