It Didn&Amp;Rsquo;T Hit Until Later That Night When I Was Alone,Yet, I&Amp;Rsquo;M Not Even Entirely Sure Why.nothing Really Has Changed All That Much, Has It? It&Amp;Rsquo;S Something That Has Always Lingered There In The Back Of My Mind,Something I Think I Already

I&Amp;Rsquo;Ve Ignored It This Long, Maybe If I Continue To Ignore It, Everything Will Just&Amp;Hellip;.Go Away. Bury Myself In My Work As Usual, Go Back Out On The Front Lines, There Are Distractions Now At Least. His Words Continue To Ring Through My Mind

There&Amp;Rsquo;S Still Quite A Ways To Go, Still Plenty Of Inner Demons.i Continue To Lose Sleep And Have The Occasional Anxiety Attack,Worry I&Amp;Rsquo;M Not Good Enough Or Undeserving.not To Mention Forcing Myself Way Outside Of My Comfort Zone. However&Amp;Helli

&Amp;Ldquo;I Regret&Amp;Hellip;.Everything.&Amp;Rdquo; As If It Didn&Amp;Rsquo;T Pain Me Enough Already, Those Words Were Icing On The Cake. Stupid Xanelen.why Do You Even Bother?Maybe You Should Just Erase Those Memories.

Sunbough: Journal Entry 2710/16&Amp;Ldquo;Everything Is Going To Be Okay.&Amp;Rdquo;

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Nerves..so Many Nerves.does That Feeling Ever Stop? At Some Point You Just Gotta Let Go Of The Past, Of Those Resonating Thoughts And Words That You Believed For So Long And Take Hold Of What Is Meant To Be, Of What Was Always Meant To Be. Time To Accept

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